weird place of abundance

I’m in this weird place of abundance. I wish I had better mastery of the written word to articulate it. Is it gratefulness, mercy, grace? Not sure.

A couple years ago, all I could see was holes. What I lacked and perhaps what I thought I deserved but couldn’t have. A change of zip codes, warmer weather (thank you, Deep South) a focus on wellness, and hello, improved attitude.

My sometimes skeptical self makes me think I shouldn’t trust this. Something bad will surely happen. I don’t deserve this. (Sad but true.) For the time being, I’m planning to give in to this abundance and see where it might lead me or where I will lead myself. Here’s to giving in, you all/y’all. Give in.